i hate mua skOOlmatez

2005-05-18T22:50:00.000-07:00

I really hate mua skulmatez... they reali sux... guys there have nO respect tOwardz de galz... n the galz there r sO flirty & bitc***... there's tO many pOserz/wankerz/fOllOwerz/wannabe in mua skOOl... and itz veri irritatin... i reali cant stand it... talk tO them fOr quite sOmetimes but they dOnt n wOnt change... the pupils there started wit,gangsters thingy... and when the undergrOund scenes start tO rise up,dae by dae.... den thOse peOple r attracted and tend tO be One... itz nOt wrOng fOr them tO be One but they r juz attracted tO thOse thingy juz fOr the fashiOnz dat lOOk cOOl tO dem... n witOut nOein the backgrOund n histOry of thOse scenes... n dey r prOud if we call dem One,e.g Rude Girl etc.... watz sO big bOut the werd rude gal dat dey feel prOud abOut it,n i dey dOn even nOe watz 2 tOne all abOut when i questioned dem.... haha... drez up as one n claimed as a punk,rude gal etc... n sOme even saed there he's a zION??? FARQ U MANN!! IDIOT!!! sO wat shOuld i dO? let dem be? nO nO nO!!!! i cant take it.... if Onli u peOple were in mua skOOl,u peOple will nOe hOw irritatin n pathetic dey r.... arh!!!! farq them dOz Outcasterz n stewpid wannabe hu juz fOllow things they see witOut nOein dem... evritin dat looks cool,dey fOllow... n peOple like me tO dem r juz stwepid nerdy.. haha... hOpe One dae u guyz will nOe hu i am... yeah i lOOk blurr at times... u'll see One dae...

datz all....

tata...

its all abOut lOve...

2005-05-18T12:50:00.000-07:00

Love? tO me means great likin Or affectiOn that cOme naturally frOm the heart. hate talkin bOut lOve... but im creatin diz new pOst juz tO xpress ma feelin... Love is sumtin sweet and memOrable... n it also can really hurt sOmeOne's heart deeply wheneva dey have tO OvercOme seperatiOns .yeah datz hurtin...

Few weeks agO, a guy came tO have ma number... cOz he wanted tO nOe me mOre,sO i gave it tO him... dat happen when i was attached to a guy... de guy that asked fOr mua number & me started to be close... & One nite,he cOnfess tO me dat he lOve me & want me tO be his gal...but i tOld him im nOt redi... cOz i was havin ma mid year exam n i need tO cOncentrate... frankly,i was in lOve wit dat guy too... but i fOrgOt abOut mua guy... i decided tO break wit mua guy as i gOt bOred tO be wit him... so i cOntinue tO hav relatiOnship wit de new guy.... de new guy,F,prOmiz me dat hes not gOin tO stOp luvin me if i myself alsO will luv him.he will luv me mOr den i expected him luvin me n he alsO prOmiz me dat he wOnt hurt mua feelin... one fine dae,we decided to meet,n he gave me my first kiss... he tOld me dat he gOnna luv me n wOnt let me gO,eye tO eye... me,ima gal dat have difficulty trustin guys... but F asked me tO believe him sOi giv him the chance n trust him.... 2 daez after dat sO called date,i called him as usual... he didnt answer mua call.... i call him again,his brO pick up de phOne n tOld me dat hez bz... i called him again sOme Other time,therez nObOdy pickin up mua call.... wat happen tO him?? have i dOne sOmethin wrOng?? dOes he still luv me like hOw he used tO lOve me? Or they r all juz fake promises?? but why?? im sO hurt... he brOke his prOmises.... im sO lonely... bcOz Of him i brOke up wit mua guy dat reli lOve me a lOt.... haiz....

love is nOt a game.

datz all fOr tOdae...

-Ewa.

me,myself & i

i hate mua skOOlmatez

its all abOut lOve...